i hate having this feeling and i havent had it since a certain someone. and i never thought id have it with you. i hate the feeling of not being able to trust someone. like yeah i text people youve told me endless times you dont want me texting but at least i have every text message on my phone still to prove what i say.
i just dont understand why the fuck you have to delete texts. thats whats practically tearing me up inside right now. ive never had a trust problem with you (like this) and i fucking hate it. i want to believe you, but why should i.. lsjdflkjsadflkj
why the fuck did you have to do this to me